I don’t know about you, but I have had enough.  I am so grateful to be able to say that!  More importantly, I wish you enough too.

If there has been one repeating sense of truth through 2020, it is that nothing will ever be the same.  I think we can all agree the chaos has been brought to a head this year, erupting in people taking sides and standing firm in their beliefs they are the only one who can see what is really going on, or more to the point, they are the only ones who own the truth.  It doesn’t matter which ‘side’ you are on, be it Red, Blue, Purple or Gods side, anytime we find ourselves choosing a side, we are dividing our humanity and thereby blocking the truth.  Not a truth that justifies our beliefs, but THE TRUTH.

There are levels of truer truth the more you wake up that discernment.

Truth, in and of itself, is subjective.  We’ve probably all heard the saying “What is True for you is not True for me.”  If truth is truth how can it be any different than truth?  I can say truthfully, what was true for me five years ago is no longer true.  What my beliefs allowed me to see back then pales to what I am able to see today because my awareness has changed.  It has grown stronger, deeper, more powerfully in tune. In part because I stopped allowing my brain to tell me what to see as truth and instead began to simply allow truth to come through so that I could then see it.

Science supports how we only see what we already believe, so in order to see higher levels of truth we have to first stop believing our beliefs and be willing to allow truth to be shown.  This develops awareness which develops faith in the unseen.  Once you are able to allow the unseen truths to be seen, your level of awareness increases and higher levels of truth are then able to be seen.  Simply brilliant!

This is how there can be multiple truths be true at once.   Hence, the chaos of the current political climate.  Both sides stand firm their candidate is the true President Elect, and dismiss the other as a cheater, poor loser, or bad person.  In truth both sides are correct because their beliefs confirm that to be true.  What is missing is the neutral observation of both sides, where emotion is set aside, where a willingness to hear the pain in the other sides heart, and where no matter what I say referring to one side is also true of the other side.  Such a conundrum isn’t it?  How do we get past this?  Or are we supposed to?

I am using politics as the example because that is the most obvious position of Truth everyone can grasp.  I am not taking a side, I am only for Truth.  However, if that Truth creates a dissonance in your brain because it is not what you want to hear, you may shut me down.  I really hope you will take a deep breath, get grounded, bring in some golden white light and fill yourself with the loving Grace that surrounds you before you read further.

Truth Creates Cognitive Dissonance

Cognitive Dissonance occurs when we are so embedded in our version of truth, that when we hear anything that opposes that or offers a discussion counter to your core beliefs, your mind will automatically search for reasons why the information is wrong, thereby making the person wrong, thereby making the person no longer welcome in your life.  We stop listening and go into instant reactivity.  We allow our emotions to block the information.  This creates a funnel to which only your version of truth is allowed to enter, in spite of what your loved ones are trying to express as their truth.  Can you see how your emotional expectations may be coloring your reality of truth?  And what if your emotions are leading you away from truth instead of towards it?

If one cannot quiet the mind long enough to calmly ask that question and wait for an answer, then it is likely that thought is not based in a higher truth.  Please read again until you fully understand that. 

People who know me ask why I have been mostly silent on the blog and my facebook posts since the Pandemic began.  My usual response was “I have nothing to say about it” but the deeper truth is that as a neutral observer, I see both sides fighting for the same end result.  What is missing is the truth in how to achieve it.  I also saw that attempts on my personal page to help people develop their own discernment was resulting in friends and family being afraid to acknowledge they have read and agree because it created this dissonance within their own lives.

Disrespectful interactions became ugly.  I looked at that with realization it was not reaching anyone.  Cognitive dissonance has created a mind control virus of its own and it is not one I can reach through.  My level of awareness was much much different than others.  What has been made evident through this however, is exactly how many thought leaders, holistic coaches and spiritual teachers were stuck in a pattern of hate!  Holy cow!  How is it possible these people I once admired and enjoyed reading are now spewing hatred and vitriol through a one sided view of humanity?  Perhaps the real virus has been implanted in the minds of these people, who now show their true selves.  Or, more likely, it was there all along, but through my discernment and awareness, I am now able to see them from a higher truth that was not evident to me when my discernment of truth was at a different level.

Random Acts of Karmic Kindness

Kindness still exists.  Random acts of Karmic Kindness are being offered daily by the Angelic Realm through their Karmic Repair Process to help you learn how to be a blessing to everyone, not just those you want to believe are being truthful.  When we learn how to bless others, in spite of our differences, we learn to access higher levels of truth.  The fog will lift and we will be given new eyes to see.  You can join this global revolution for free.  As you bless others, your blessings will multiply.  It costs nothing but 18 minutes of your time and intention.  I urge you to join us.

Think of the monster under the bed when we were children.  We were afraid to go to sleep lest it creep up in the night and take us away to a hell of its own making.  Then we wake up in the morning, safe and sound, and we reassure ourselves none of it was real to begin with as we grow wiser and more aware.  Isn’t that what we, as the whole of humanity, is doing right now?  Making monsters where there are none?  Yet our beliefs make it so real that we don’t dare stop and question “What if I’m wrong about that?”

When we decide to take sides, we are inherently creating division.  When we choose to blame someone for our own fears, we further that division.  When our fears are unfounded, instead of apologizing, we stand firm in our dogma and say ‘just wait, I’ll prove I was right’ because being right is more important than being happy.  Can you see where there is truth in all of it, yet, if we would just put our ego and judgement aside, we would be able to see everyone wants the same thing.  We all want to live a life of freedom, good health, joy, financial abundance, spiritual awareness, healthy relationships, respect, integrity and honor.

The challenge comes when sides believe they have the only path towards achieving it.  That is a dangerous road to walk.  The level of truth missing from taking sides will always blind you from achieving a higher awareness.  Always.

What truth are you using to keep you separated from that?  What truth have you examined to discern if you are wrong about your beliefs?  Further what division do you remain attached to in order to justify being right?  This is not about what social justice means to you or which party is better.  If you are forcing your beliefs on me, I will resist.   If I am forcing my beliefs on you, you will resist.  If both sides are resisting isn’t it time to look at our beliefs as untrue and take the time to discern where the higher truth actually lies?  The Master Angels teach us that having a thought does not make it true.  Imagine what our beliefs are doing to that truth.

Don't believe everything you think

Don’t believe everything you think. Your thoughts are not always truth.

In my work through the Angelic Realm, there is an understanding that as my level of awareness increases, my level of access to truth increases.  To humble any ego that wants to come in and think it knows better, the Angels will misdirect me until I grasp that I have fallen for an untruth.  It is a lesson we all must learn.  The difference is I am always asking for guidance and daily checking to see if my favor with God is still high or if I’ve decided I know more and gone off the path of evolution to a higher soul and sense of self so I can course correct.  Are you doing the same?

When you find yourself needing to be right, do you take the time to ask yourself “What if that thought is not truth?”  Until we can all do that, I don’t know how this great divide will be conquered.  Both sides are right.  Both sides are lying.  Both sides have agendas.  The real truth is do you understand why that is and what is actually going on beneath all of that?  Are you even willing to admit you do not hold the license to truth at higher levels to remain neutral enough to observe it all?

Staying in your Core

A basic tenet of spiritual strength is learning how to stay in your Core.  Your Core is not the same as your Chakras.  Those are energy centers along the spine and parts of the body, many of which have not yet been discovered by man.  Instead, your Core is a Silver Cord, it can start out as fine as a single strand of hair and grow wider as you develop your connection to your Core with spiritual practice such as Meditation and Prayer.  This single sliver of light that transcends space and time can connect you to the neutrality you need in order to access higher levels of truth.  It sits in front of the Spinal Cord, when you are able to access it and stay within it, you find you are unaffected by the chaos.

You learn to observe life around you without it triggering a reaction.  You learn to be humble and kind.  You learn to see the connectedness of all things and you begin to do the hard work of spreading your light so that others can begin to learn how to be in their Core as well.  You begin to discern what is actually true over what is being fed to you as someone else’s truth they want you to believe.

When you no longer buy into their stories they may choose to disengage from you because you are no longer feeding their ego.  If you stay in your Core it will be obvious to you who is lying and who is truthful.  It will become clear how much manipulation and lies you have swallowed as your truth and now that you know better, you do better.

That discernment is what will guide you in a peaceful manner through the chaos, the lockdowns, and the mind control that is being served up like candy to anyone who is unwilling to develop their own discernment.

Know your Boundaries

Sadly, I had to walk away from a family member who was unwilling to hear any truth.  Her cognitive dissonance was so invested in being right and in proving she was a good person that she lost sight of doing just that.  I was prepared for that.  With others, I already know their beliefs will set them off by any higher truth so we agree to keep that discussion off the table and instead focus on enjoying our time together and accepting each other where we are at.  That is how it should be.

The fascinated observer in me can see how, no matter which side one may have chosen to be on, both sides will believe this is referencing them.  I can see it without getting sucked into it.  I can observe without having reaction.  A simple knowing, like when you look at a shirt in the store and instantly know you would not look good in that color, I can look at a situation and know it is not my monkey in that circus.  I can, however, still be respectful and love them anyway.  I can still bless them on their journey to their higher truths.  For some who are stuck in lower levels of awareness, it will be difficult.  Choose to the be the light that lifts them up anyway.

This does not mean become a door mat.  I will not tolerate being abused, nor should you.  I will not allow myself to be made a villain in another persons drama, nor should you.  If someone is mirroring back upon me their own fears and judgements, I can reject it without getting into a fight about it.  I can disagree without resorting to violence.  I can hear the other persons experience without needing to fix it for them.  I can understand their rejection of me without taking it personally because I am able to see where they are stuck in their beliefs.  My discernment will guide me to respond or walk away and I honor that, without making excuses for their misguided judgements of me.  As I often say and believe, “What you think of me is none of my business” because without discernment of higher awareness the mirroring they do to blame you is all them.  Allow them time to see that, but for me, I don’t waste my time or energy trying to convince anyone.  They will think what they will think.

What I won’t do is be pushed into false beliefs, or into fruitless conversations where the other person has to prove themselves superior or right.  The Master Angels teach to learn how to be in the world, but not be a part of it.  To me, that means staying calmly in my core, observing without reaction, and blessing everyone that they may reach their highest level of discernment to find their way to the higher truths when they are ready.

It will not be handed over on a silver platter.  It requires commitment and a daily practice of connecting to your Core and growing it wider, longer and stronger.  Here’s a cute story on how easy that can be.

My body worker had a new dog that wanted desperately to get up on the massage table with me.  She was wriggling and licking and being a puppy.  I dropped into my Core and simply sent her wave after wave of Love.  She immediately curled up, sighed and went to sleep next to me.  Imagine if we did this with everyone who was worked up?

 I Wish You Enough

I leave you with this lovely tale, I don’t know who wrote it, but it feels so important for all of us to hear and absorb right now.

At an airport, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together.  They had announced the plane departure and standing near the door the Mom said to her Daughter “I Love You. l wish you enough.”

She said “Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed.  I wish you enough too.”

They hugged and kissed goodbye and the daughter left.  The Mom walked over to the window where I was seated.  Standing there, I could see her wanting and needing to cry.

I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me by asking “Did you ever say good bye to someone knowing it would be forever?”

“Yes I have”, I replied.

Saying that brought back memories I had of expressing my love and appreciation for all my Dad had done for me.  Recognizing that his days were limited, I took time to tell him face to face how much he meant to me.  So yes, I knew what this woman was experiencing.  

“Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever goodbye?” I asked.

“I’m old and she lives much too far away.  I have challenges ahead and the reality is her next trip back will be for my funeral.”

“When you were saying goodbye, I heard you say ‘I wish you enough’. May I ask what that means?

She began to smile.  “That’s a wish that has been handed down from other generations in my family.  My parents used to say it to everyone.”

She paused for a moment and looking up as if she was trying to remember it in detail, she smiled even more.

“When we said ‘I wish you enough’ we were wanting each other to have a life filled with enough good things to sustain them” she continued.

Then, turning towards me, she shared the following as if reciting from memory:

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.

I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.

I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.

I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger.

I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.

I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.

I wish enough hellos to get you through the final goodbye.

She then began to sob and walked away.


I would add to this:

I wish you enough higher awareness to understand truth is always evolving the more you practice discernment.  

I wish you enough self love that lets you see the magnificence you carry.

I wish you enough to know we all want the same thing.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them but an entire life to forget them.  It reminds me to always remember.  The worlds greatest tragedy is the Souls not remembered.  Be enough.  Wish enough for all of earths humanity.  Maybe then, we can return to living in our core and let the division drop away.  Maybe then, the veils of the higher truths can descend upon you and give you that awareness that you have enough, are enough and have loved enough.

For this Holiday Season and beyond, I wish you enough.  Thank you for reading with me.